i once was lost but now am found

hazedover @ 2006-10-13T12:56:00

2006-10-13T17:16:00Z

[the writing overlaps itself repeatedly]

This can't be where My head they've Kayle and Sauri were just over gone that ridge but they keep The streets won't stop throbbing are all so empty-- getting further away Everything is so I can't see, I loud, like the can't see! center of a How can this storm be happening--?

hazedover @ 2006-10-09T00:14:00

2006-10-09T00:26:07Z

Has Kalria always been this dry? I don't recall the weather being so... ah... my head is pounding why is it so loud here

strange i felt perfectly well the other day--

hazedover @ 2006-08-28T19:59:00

2006-08-28T23:59:20Z

[the words are very hastily written and readable if you make an effort]

~~it has never been so loud before~~

hazedover @ 2006-08-23T01:15:00

2006-08-23T05:25:01Z

[Filter: Myself]

...I hope no one can read this.

I'm nearly certain the entire House disappeared because of something with these journals, though I wish I knew what. Something that could make all of them vanish, just like that-- could it be related to the Eye of Heaven? It's possible, but I've always thought of the Eye of Heaven as a blessing from the Goddess. None of the dieties of the world would want things that are important to people to disappear, would they...?

[Filter: Everyone]

It feels as if a storm is coming. ...ah- would anyone know what the weather is predicted, for southern Kalria?

hazedover @ 2006-08-14T01:33:00

2006-08-14T05:33:26Z

I've noticed a lot of strange things happening along with these journals becoming like this. I'm probably just thinking out loud here, but-- and I hope this doesn't sound too strange a request-- it seems like things have been happening to everyone, so maybe if we all talked about what has happened to us, at least as far as these journals are concerned, we might be able to think of some explanations.

Assuming that made sense...

And if you'd rather not say anything specific, you don't have to. I just thought it might be a good idea, to see if maybe there's something in common. Ah- I suppose I should go first, since it's my suggestion... Two days after I found my journal, I learned of my "strange happening." But I think I'd rather not go into detail.

hazedover @ 2006-08-13T01:31:00

2006-08-13T05:31:38Z

[Filter: ...myself?]

I hope I am doing this right.

So it really is gone, all of it. Mother, father, Kayle and Sauri, the entire House, I simply can't understand how such a thing could happen. Perhaps if I hadn't left in the first place, but the institution... I had hoped there had been a fire, or bandits, or something that would mean they had all moved someplace else.

Goddess, I don't want to be all that's left of House Darshane.

hazedover @ 2006-08-11T13:30:00

2006-08-11T17:30:31Z

Uhm, so other people can read this now, it looks like. I'm not so sure what to think of that, really. But everyone else must feel that way too. It's almost as if the whole world were reading your diary, isn't it? Or pieces of it, maybe...

Hmm- ah, forgive my handwriting if it is a little hard to read, I'm afraid I'm still not quite used to writing like this.